Stuck

So its probably been a week since i've been here and it's not what I have imangined. I just tried to make the best out of my situation and see all the good that can come from it. It seems like i'm doing okay here and all but I'm actually not. Its been hard trying to balance off between the two worlds and its depressing going from one to another. I'm not really sure how long I can keep up with this but I hope it does pull through and I'll end up somewhere thats not here.