No one

So what's the point of this when no one is ever here?

Even if all fall away, I will not

How is it that I'm almost always happy, but at the same time I feel like dying. Don't get me wrong, I'm not going to, at least not yet. But this pain never goes away. I need someone who understands.

Just a little bit..

Its the little things that matter, It's the small things that I look at, its things like that that tells me how big of a person you really are.

what the hell are you suspose to do when you lost and theres no one here to save you? It just gets harder as the day comes.

BLG

So I just recently got (download) the new BLG album and its really different from their first one. I guess the title of the album Love Drunk really explains a lot about but I really like it. What I've been listening to the most is Two Is Better Than One with Taylor Swift. Martin and Taylor really sound good together lol. Well, I have a few songs from them on my playlist so feel free to listen and tell me if you like them or not.

So theres a nuclear holocaust and im the last man on earth, would you marry me?

Consideration

Sad isn't it? I thought it'd be to give you some constructive criticism about your work, but I guess you couldn't handle the truth about it. I know I've made mistakes in the past years but you had to go bring it up again to make you feel better. I admit it, I should spend my time somewhere else but I thought It'd be nice to come by. But it's all cool now, probably won't see me as much as you did the past week but I guess you would like that. I also hope you did take my advice on your work and you will take it into consideration. But other than that, good luck with life, you really need it.

Stuck

So its probably been a week since i've been here and it's not what I have imangined. I just tried to make the best out of my situation and see all the good that can come from it. It seems like i'm doing okay here and all but I'm actually not. Its been hard trying to balance off between the two worlds and its depressing going from one to another. I'm not really sure how long I can keep up with this but I hope it does pull through and I'll end up somewhere thats not here.